And now for something completely the same…

Well, it's been a while since my last post. Life gets in the way of everything I guess. I've had a lot on I suppose, which hopefully I will be able to write about in a few other posts assuming I have the time. At the moment I feel the main thing I need to … Continue reading And now for something completely the same…

It Scares Me

It scares me how angry I get over nothing. It scares me how I see all the negatives long before even one positive. It scares me that one day you might realise that I'm really not that good a person. It scares me that one day you might realise that I'm really not that good … Continue reading It Scares Me

Thinking about my thinking

You are not required to set yourself on fire to keep others warmPenny Reid - Beard in Mind I don't think of myself as a martyr, or a hero, or any kind of positive kind of good samaritan esque thing. I used to suffer from the delusion that if I do nice things for people … Continue reading Thinking about my thinking

Daffodils, Butterfly Flowers, and a Bulb of Garlic

Being the adult-y sort of adult that I am I thought I would try my hand at a little bit of horticulture. I have had a few pot plants before and they did alright, and I've managed to kill an orchid so I'm fairly sure I know what I am doing. https://www.flickr.com/photos/roberteves92/32772907177/in/dateposted/ One of many … Continue reading Daffodils, Butterfly Flowers, and a Bulb of Garlic

Lentil at 1 Month

Well I think it's safe to say that having a baby really does change everything, and yet some things dont seem to change at all. For example, my sleep patterns from the month before Lentil was born give me just under 7 hours of sleep every night on average: But in the month immediately after … Continue reading Lentil at 1 Month

Pregnancy Jitters Pt 2

Well, after our scare the other day ( Pregnant Jitters ) Buttercup was not induced as the ward was full and actually closed to new arrivals / inductions. As Lentils movements were back to normal, and the midwives and doctors were happy with everything, we were actually discharged, and we were told that Buttercup would … Continue reading Pregnancy Jitters Pt 2

Pregnancy Jitters

Today began, and continued, as a normal Friday would. We woke up, we had breakfast and coffee, got dressed went to work. Things were going pretty well up to a certain point. I had just taken my Nth call of the day, chatting with a nice lady about a policy she had recently purchased, explained … Continue reading Pregnancy Jitters